The moon is coming, the moon is comingIts going to be very exciting
She heard from a friend
Little did she knew it was the beginning of the end
With curosity in her heart
And ready for this new start
She waited for the moonHoping it would show up soon
Finally the moon cameAnd nothing was the same
And she admired it from afarIt was beautiful to see from afar
The light was so comforting
Gave a sense of belonging
And she took it way too far
Used it to tear herself apart
The moon said hi and asked how is everything
They had a nice little conversing
She and the moon laughed and called it a day
It was good company as some might say
She enjoyed bugging the moonIt made her all happy & took away the gloom
The moon went away, disappeared in the sky
And she didnt wanted to make it a goodbye
one year passed
A little too fast
Along with the moon there was a star
Shining bright even from so much far
With its corner chipped
The star was close to the moon they clicked
And even though it was there but the moon was what she saw
All her attention had gone from the star
Another year passed.
2 years so far
In the third she saw the moon
It was all cold and gave a feeling of doom
There was another star it was chipped a little too
Some of them were next to the moon and she liked them too
The moon threw some shade
She never got why.
It was still unreachable.Way up on the sky.
If you want to land on the moon, you will have to chip off the star
She got to know when she got too far
Chip off the star? But she liked them too
Kindness filled her heart
She didnt wanted to be selfish and chip off them too
With a heavy heart and a heavy soul she let out a sigh and let it go
5 years passed since she first saw the moon.
Why haven’t you landed on the moon yet? She asked herself why.
Being a little brave and selfish even
So what if I chip off the star? What am I an angel from heaven?I have sacrificed 5 years and caring for the stars
And it wasn’t even them I admired from afar
So, what if their corners get chipped off when I reach the moon
She badly wanted to go and end her gloom
Idiotically, she broke the star and landed on the moon
The moon exclaimed why are you here
Surprised she asked don’t you care
There are so many more moons why did you land here said the moon
Shocked by the words she wanted to speak inside she was breaking and having a sense of doom
But the moon didnt gave her a chance to speak
It didnt notice the tears in the eyes of her to speak
Why dont you leave from here maybe you will land on a better moon
Saturn has 17 moons. If you are looking for a moon.
You came so late. The moon frowned.
I dont believe you wanted to land here otherwise you would have done sooner this is not where you belong
Don’t chip off the star
The moon angrily exclaimed.
Disappointed. Beaten and somehow half dead.She couldn’t believe what the moon just said.
I wasted all my time
Just to hear you say
You will find a better moon to land
Saturn has 17.This moon thought I’m looking for a moon to land.
And it was so relentless it was not in the mood to understand.
You weren’t planning to land here were you? Just go away now.
The moon huffed and didnt say anything.
For a moment of shock she forgot everything.
With watery eyes and sad feelings she left the moon.
Another year passed. 6 in total.The moon used to shine but she didnt feel like looking.
I wasted so much time.I lost myself.I want to find a version of myself before all this mess.
She thought to herself.How can I hate the moon when it is I who I should hate
I admired it too much it was the moon I used to chase
Day and night I lost all my pride
I wanted to land on it so bad
That its even sad
The moon wasn’t worth admiring
It was good to see from afar
It wasnt worth it to land there or to dream to land there she thought
I should have just admired from afar.At least it seemed good and even beautiful from afar
Now it seems ugly and dreadful to look at
She got an invite again to land on the moon again
.She was in no mood she didnt wanted to go and be sane
But she did anyway just for the sake of it
For the sake of her version of what she had been
The star broke, there are no stars now
Just wanting to know do you want to stay on the moon now
The insult of before kept running in her mind
And the sacrifices she made out of her kindness in her mind
This time I’m choosing myself.
She got up and left.
In the 7th year she got an invite from thunder
Saying that why don’t you come in the clouds like me
So she went to the cloud to meet thunder.
The moon was devastated.
That she will never land.But she didnt wanted to explain.
And the thing that made her gone was when the moon thought she was just looking for the moon
And the moon said why don’t you go to that moon it better then I will be soon!
She felt like her admiration was too valuable to be explained
The moon didnt deserve it and what will she gain
The moon can think I was just looking for a place to land
Because if I begin to explain my admiration of 7 years it will never understand